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Thursday, July 27, 2006
hmm...come 2 tink of it, it has been sum time since i blog...aniway don noe fer wad stupid reason i feel so sad, stress & neglected nowadays...feel lyk cryin & screamin out loud...i cant numb miiself frm all the pains cos i promise sum of those close 2 mii tt i wil nv do aniting 2 hurt miiself but if i don numb miiself i feel worst...can sum1 giv mii sum ideas pls...i hate tis feelin alot...sum of mii frens jus dont understand mii...sumtimes i talk 2 them they neglect mii sumtimes...i feel so lonely...haix mr wong wanted 2 talk 2 mii mum bout wad happen 2 mii...but it is no use de cos mii mum don even noe aniting...i nv tell her bout wad happen...but sumtimes i reali wan go bac but aft tinkin wad might happen i don reali wan go bac animore...but the ting is tt i reali love volleyball more den aniting else i don wan 2 giv up aft commitin so mani years 2 volleyball...i wanted 2 tell mr wong bout it but he wil nv understand as he can nv see it frm mii point of view...he wil jus tink tt i am in the wrong cos adults always help adults...i find tt i am hatin mii life more & more...i oso hate the feelin of bein neglected...but the more i hate it, the more ppl do it 2 mii...cant ur jus understand how i am feelin tis veri moment...mayb i jus wanted sum attention...jus a little attention wil do...haix...wad i nid most now is a gd listener...1 who can giv mii gd advice & cares bout mii...don noe y, when i was talkin 2 miner, i talk til cry...issit bcos of the stress??...ok...i am oso feelin sad at tis moment...cos vlad is leavin singapore 2 london...i reali hv alot of fond memories of him no matter gd or bad...he is leavin singapore in 2 hrs 42min...there is reali so much memories of him...hope we can stil contact each other on msn...2dae is oso joshua wee's b'day...he spent his b'day wif vlad at the lan shop playin cs...haix...borin b'day=p...aniway i gonna stop here le bah...no mood 2 continue writin on le...
signin off
stressful
sad
& neglected gal
8:11 PM
3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3
8:11 PM
let our love blossom this valentine..
Saturday, July 22, 2006
arghh...mii legs goin 2 break le...2dae went 2 the amazin race...so tired...the journey is super long lor den we pia til siao den got no prize...sian....walk til siao lor...we walk frm jalan besar til balestier road...siao 1...den halfway thro a lot of interestin happen...while walkin 2 balestier road...gordon bang into a sianpost & we was lyk wad happen cos we was walkin in front...den so funni lor...den aft when huiru runnim up the stairs she saw a cockroach and she go bacwards...so funni can...ok la..i don wanna talk so much le so the whole journey mk mii so tired...aft bathin i goin 2 slp le...
signin off
tired gal
5:53 PM
3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3
5:53 PM
let our love blossom this valentine..
Friday, July 21, 2006
haix...i oso don noe wad 2 say bout 2dae de tings leh...oh yah gonggong u ask mii update i now update le hor...heehee...i guai rite??...aniway 2dae yuri cry in klass leh...she looks so sad den i don noe how 2 comfort her cos no matter wad i say she stil sad den tt stupid benjamin stil scold her den bcos of tis i quarrel wif benjamin cos he jus cant keep quiet...he keep sayin tings tt hurt ppl & he nv tinks of ppl de feelin...aft scoldin benjamin i sat there watch her cry & help her 2 wipe her tears cos she jus so sad...so i feel tt it is beta 2 let her cry...den aft tt i help yuri collect money frm the klass...1st time tried bein the treasurer...quite fun leh...den durin recess i wanted 2 buy chi workbook but out of stocks le...aft sch we went 2 the art rm 2 complete our banner...at 2o'clock we went 2 the canteen 2 celebrate vlad farewell party...we bought a water bottle which i tink vlad like it...we bought a card 2 get the whole class 2 sign but all the teachers blessin cover the whole card so we got ms lee 2 buy us a new card when she go collect the cake...when all of us hv sign the card, i took the card 2 wanxuan...aft wanxuan sign, vlad was like smilin all the way...hmm he reali like wanxuan a lot...den went up 2 pack up den went 2 look fer the kids...heehee...went 2 look fer mii nu er nikki...got so much fun wif her 2dae...den jessica came...i was like ticklin her all the time...wahaha...den her leg was so red bcos of mii...haha...ok la...tired le...tml stil got the amazin race thingy...so got 2 go slp le...
signin off
confuse gal
9:06 PM
3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3
9:06 PM
let our love blossom this valentine..
Monday, July 17, 2006
ani1 cuious how i spent mi day 2dae aft sch??...haha...i spent mii day wif daddy, yuri, gonggong & huiru...& where u spent mii day??...i spent it at tiong bahru plaza, golden village, cinema 6(4get which seat le)...ok i noe i am jus bein lame=p...we watch the movie pirates of the carribean...the show was veri nice...in the cinema i met gerann wif a gal but i don noe who is tt...nvm bac 2 the movie...i lyk the show alot...but hor...but hor...yuri hor...keep sayin veri scary veri disgustin leh...den in the cinema i joke bout the guy behind us...we was watchin til the part where the mucus of the octupus flew out when tt uncle behind us blew his mucus...den i was tellin yuri & gonggong wad if tt uncle's mucus flew onto us...den gonggong say if fly out rite it wil fly onto yuri cos she was sittin rite in front of tt uncle...there was another joke...qinfang's bag was on the floor and when we were watchin til the part where the octupus was catchin ppl, yuri got shocked...cos she was sayin veri scary leh when sumtin wraped ard her leg...she was so stunned & she called gonggong check wad was tt....but in the end it was jus the strap of gonggong's bag...& yuri was so freak out...when the movie end, we was laughin at tis joke none stop...ya i tink tt was it fer 2dae...
signin off
attitude gal
8:32 PM
3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3
8:32 PM
let our love blossom this valentine..
i was browsin thro the internet & happen 2 came upon tis...tis is sumtin tt is so true so if ani guys happen 2 pass by mii blog pls tk a look at tis...
Guys. realize that the girl holding onto u..is PERFECT in their own special way.The way she laughs..The way she sleeps..The way she loves you..The way she tries to please you...Always remember that.She can always get up and walk away,getting someone else who can love her more.For all you know,there is someone out there wooing her already,but she is rejecting,a maybe perfect love for her..There might also be someone out there..who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now,fufill her every need and love her as much as she loves you.Understand that.Imagine this, guys.When you are holding her today...and then you cheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal.and then you run back to her...and u do the same....but you see love in her eyes...What do you think?Do you feel the hurt?Can you feel the guilt?She loves you not because you are good looking,have money,buy her things,make her parents happy,or that you have a car.She loves you for who you are.Your every touch, every word you say,everything you do.Guys.Cherish and appreciate your girl.Don't break her fragile heart.She is the only one who can love you that way.You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have.For everything she has done for you, the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you.
tis applys 2 gals too...cherish the guy u r wif now & don break his heart...
signin off
confuse gal
3:16 PM
3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3
3:16 PM
let our love blossom this valentine..
Sunday, July 16, 2006
haiz...y cant u guys jus b happi...i reali hate 2 see mii frens hurt & sad...u guys r mii frens & no matter wad happen 2 u guys ur can jus giv mii a call...pls don hurt urself...hurtin urself does not solve the prob...y don u jus sit down & solve the prob calmly...it is oso no use ventin ur angers on sum1 else as tis wil hurt the other party...allowin sum1 else 2 hurt wif u is oso not the way...tt way u will allow those close 2 u gettin hurt as well...i noe ur found out tt numbin urself might make u feel beta but tt is not the way either...numbin urself wil make u feel beta 4 onli awhile...once the numb is gone u will feel worse & more tired den ever...i noe bout all tis as i hv tried tis way b4...it is mii kor tt told mii all tis b4 i will sit down & solve mii prob...pls frens...pls b happi & don hurt urself ok??...mii fone is 24/7 on...so u can call mii anitime 2 talk bout ur probs...
signin off
confused gal
10:46 AM
3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3
10:46 AM
let our love blossom this valentine..
Friday, July 14, 2006
hmm another week hv past & i nv blog 4 tt 1 week...and here i am bloggin 2dae...hmm don wanna talk bout those tings tt happen over the week as it is quite borin la...but i may talk bout those recent incidents tt left a impression on mii...aniway 2dae we did a drill on ipp...haha...it was quite fun at 1st but lata on i got bored, hot, stuffy & tired...i was in charge of sealin the doors and when i finish sealin the bac & front doors i went 2 help the polo boys...den i went 2 sit in the centre of the classroom...but lata on we found out tt they use tis drill 2 do the gas thingy tt kills mosquitoes...while sittin in the classroom, yuri, gongong 7 daddy talk & nv talk 2 mii de...humph...but nvm i went 2 look 4 the polo boys & play wif them but aft awhile i went bac 2 daddy there and slp on the floor usin gongong legs as pillow but aft awhile they say mii head veri hard den their leg veri pain...i play ard there eatin sweets when yuri talk til cry...haix...den they went over 2 talk 2 jac den jac oso cry...when the whole event finish we tk down everyting & sit there waitin 4 announcements...den when we goin home, peiying oso cry...haix...y 2dae so mani ppl cry...& those who cry r those close 2 mii...daddy, yuri, jac & peiying...i don wanna see them sad cos they sad i oso sad...atachi don wanna see ur sad...don cry le ok??...oh yah & mrs tan say she don wanna mii b her student le...if she don regard mii as her student den i won regard her as her mii teacher...actually i wanna b her student but if she don wanna regard mii as 1 i won mind...aniway i got joshua wee & guys accompany mii...hmm...i find myself quite rebellious tis few days...don noe y but mayb it is bcos i am quite stress...i don reali noe wad i am stress bout & i don wanna noe cos if i noe i will try ways & means 2 stop the stress & when tis happen i will hv mood swings...i don wanna hv mood swings cos if i hv mood swings i will hurt those close 2 mii...i don wanna see them hurt over & over agn...so i will not wan 2 noe y i am stress...i am oso tryin not 2 giv myself so mani stress so peeps if i ever hurt u pls don get angry wif mii...& now mii onli wish is 2 see those close 2 mii happi...jac & huiru pls don try 2 hurt urself agn & agn...i noe u guys r sad & stress too but it is no use hurtin urself cos it will not solve the prob...anitin can come talk 2 mii jus pls don hurt urself agn ok??...aniway guys don b sad le ok??...
signin off
rebellious gal
2:42 PM
3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3
2:42 PM
let our love blossom this valentine..
Thursday, July 06, 2006
hmm...so long nv blog le...lyk i said i cannot online so often now le cos gonna concentrate on studies...and i am hvin some probs wif mii hair now...teachers said tt mii fringe is too long...so not long lata gonna trim mii fringe abit...aniway notin much 2 talk bout 4 tis week...and i hv not been goin 4 tis few trg & mr wong is lyk so angry wif mii...actually i don wan de but i jus don lyk it when sum1 throws his temper on mii...aniway mr wong ask mii 2 cool down 1st den next week den go fer trg...he say tt he will solve the prob frm there but i reali don wanna him 2 noe bout tis prob as i don wanna mk matters worst...i am stil hesistatin if i shl go fer mon de trg cos i am afriad tt coach wil lyk go against mii agn...ok la don wanna talk bout tis incidents le la...talkin bout tis onli mk mii angry...hmm...i cant put another pic cos i now at chin yi hse & i don hv ani pics in her com...haix...tis few days oso nv do ani hw cos i slackin...jus felt so sian tis few days...oh yah & tt evil peiying go matchmake mii wif daniel...hmm...hope daniel won b angry bout all tis tings tt happen...i oso don noe wad 2 write le leh...quite confuse tis few days...& go into daze quite often...don noe wad is happenin 2 mii...oh yah...2dae is daddy de b'day leh...she was so happi as she got the nike sling bag tt she wanted so badly...wah daddy u happi le hor...& i oso og ta new nickname le other den the name
atachi
...mii new nickname is
mochi
...heehee...& tt sling bag tt daddy hv, i gonna get the sling bag wif jac too...we r gettin it next month aft i got mii salary & mii & jac gonna get the same colour(black & green)...& one more ting... tml the sch is gonna finish early...the sch will end at 1230...happi leh but i oso wanna plan sum activity as i don wanna go home so early tml...i either go out wif yuri their or i go mit laopo...but i reali miz the kids especially nikki mii nu er...ok la got 2 stp here le...i quite tired liao...
signin off
confuse gal
6:06 PM
3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3
6:06 PM
let our love blossom this valentine..
Monday, July 03, 2006
2dae actually wanted 2 go mr dt sch 2 look 4 him but in the end he tell josh tt we no nid go le...in the end we go watcch movie...we expected more ppl 2 come but who noes tt onli josh, vlad & mii watch the movie...josh wanted 2 watch superman but i wanted 2 watch just my luck...in the end superman show start veri late so we decided 2 watch just my luck...haha i won..i get 2 watch the show i wan...we went in den there was lyk no 1 inside...we chat & eat inside til the advertisement started...sian norrhs...when the show started we was lyk finally the show start...aniway the show was damn nice & abit funni...the next show i wanna watch is RV...aniway it was fun goin out wif these guys...
signin off
happi gal
6:21 PM
3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3
6:21 PM
let our love blossom this valentine..
Sunday, July 02, 2006
went 2 cut mi hair 2dae...but aft cuttin mii hair i felt tt the hairstyle was weird...how??...i regret abit...but no choice cos mii hair is already cut...sian...den the whole day got ppl askin if i hv cut mii hair...lyk duh!!...it is so obvious & they r lyk askin stupid question...aniway...i felt weird wif tis hairstyle...quite a short blog le 2dae cos lazy 2 type...
signin off
weird gal
6:16 PM
3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3
6:16 PM
let our love blossom this valentine..
Saturday, July 01, 2006
hmm...gorrt a few days nv blog le bah...din reali get 2 play maple tis week til tis mornin...so sian...play 4 onli a few days den gorrt 2 go out & mit mummy...actually wanted 2 cut hair de but too mani ppl den i lazy 2 wait so i tell mummy 2 cut mii hair at nite den she say see 1st...we went 4 lunch den i go chiinyii hse 2 teach her sis agn...did not reali teach her 2dae cos she was watchin tv all the time & when suddenly chiinyii ask if i wanna help her sis 2 slim down den i say wadeva...she ask her sis 2 do those stupid excersise while i watch tv...lame la...den not long lata her mum ask mii go eat dinner...& the delicious dinner is
STEAMBOAT
...not reali hungry so i went up 2 play com...den lata her mum ask mii go down eat agn...i go den lata chiinyii dad scold chiinyii say she gorrt attitude...hmm...fierce leh...den aft eatin dinner i went 2 play com agn...til now...sian la...her com gorrt no maple...nvm i help her download....haha...
signin off
crazy gal
8:52 PM
3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3
8:52 PM
let our love blossom this valentine..
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