Thursday, July 27, 2006
hmm...come 2 tink of it, it has been sum time since i blog...aniway don noe fer wad stupid reason i feel so sad, stress & neglected nowadays...feel lyk cryin & screamin out loud...i cant numb miiself frm all the pains cos i promise sum of those close 2 mii tt i wil nv do aniting 2 hurt miiself but if i don numb miiself i feel worst...can sum1 giv mii sum ideas pls...i hate tis feelin alot...sum of mii frens jus dont understand mii...sumtimes i talk 2 them they neglect mii sumtimes...i feel so lonely...haix mr wong wanted 2 talk 2 mii mum bout wad happen 2 mii...but it is no use de cos mii mum don even noe aniting...i nv tell her bout wad happen...but sumtimes i reali wan go bac but aft tinkin wad might happen i don reali wan go bac animore...but the ting is tt i reali love volleyball more den aniting else i don wan 2 giv up aft commitin so mani years 2 volleyball...i wanted 2 tell mr wong bout it but he wil nv understand as he can nv see it frm mii point of view...he wil jus tink tt i am in the wrong cos adults always help adults...i find tt i am hatin mii life more & more...i oso hate the feelin of bein neglected...but the more i hate it, the more ppl do it 2 mii...cant ur jus understand how i am feelin tis veri moment...mayb i jus wanted sum attention...jus a little attention wil do...haix...wad i nid most now is a gd listener...1 who can giv mii gd advice & cares bout mii...don noe y, when i was talkin 2 miner, i talk til cry...issit bcos of the stress??...ok...i am oso feelin sad at tis moment...cos vlad is leavin singapore 2 london...i reali hv alot of fond memories of him no matter gd or bad...he is leavin singapore in 2 hrs 42min...there is reali so much memories of him...hope we can stil contact each other on msn...2dae is oso joshua wee's b'day...he spent his b'day wif vlad at the lan shop playin cs...haix...borin b'day=p...aniway i gonna stop here le bah...no mood 2 continue writin on le...
signin off
stressful
sad
& neglected gal
8:11 PM
8:11 PM
let our love blossom this valentine..
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