Thursday, February 08, 2007
today im super fucked up. was stil fine this morning & stuffs until the match started.
wad the hell larhs! huimin nv come for trainin she get to play. den like that i mus as wll don come for trainin. wad is this for? i train so hard puttin in mii best u actually let someone who nv come for trainin play?
i don noe if i should say this here. but u are too much today. but u should know who u are although i refuse to say your name.
u are too much today lor.
i kept quiet because i don wan wad happen in netball yesterday to happen to us.
is not i wan say de lor.
but don u tink u are too much today?
are u throwin your temper on us jus because we lost?
u are sayin wad we nv try our best but even if we did try, u know?
u say we give up easily.
but if we have given up we will not go for trainin anymore.
we are always puttin in our best but u nv knows.
u say we nv try to improve ourself but are we given the chance?
u say we happy happy come happy happy skip trainin
but do u know the reason behind it?
i reali have lost faith & confidence in volleyball.
i dont know y.
instead of helpin us u are sort of discouragin us
u have been playin the main since sec1 so u don noe how we feel.
even if we come for trainin coach is stil bias towards us.
so nv how much sweat we put in to this team we are nv appreciated.
your seniors jus need us juniors to go & make up the number.
no matter how hard we try coach stil shows favouritism.
wad more can i say?
u tink that we are takin u for granted but i tink thats the way.
i tink your are takin us for granted.
u onli need us to make up the numbers.
onli when your got not enough peeps to play den your find us important.
wad the hell larhs!
& even if we go for all the trainin do u tink we got a chance to play?
NO!
coach is like super bias cans.
no matter how hard we try we are stil not good enough.
& when u say those things do u know realise wad u are sayin?
we are humans. we oso have prde.
y mus u hurt our pride.
u tink onli u wan to win?
u tink onli u not happy with today's performance?
i reali don noe.
im washin mii hands out of this.
i reali give up.
since u tink u are so gd u play lor.
since u tink that we are givin up den we shall show u the real givin up.
since u tink we nv try den u can try yourself for all i care.
i reali cant take it anymore lerhs.
& for your information, im not the onli one who has given up.
this was mii passion but i don tink it is anymore now.
i super fucked up with your freakin attitude.
im sorrie to those who find this post too crude. but this is the onli place i can voice out.
if i voice out in the team i will cause more conflicts. so im reali sorrie.
`huiiyiing
5:47 PM
5:47 PM
let our love blossom this valentine..
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