Friday, July 06, 2007
IM REALLY SORRIES FOR NOT BLOGIN FOR SO LONG !
1st reason ; laziness
2nd reason ; busy
3rd reason ; alot of unfortunate events happened.
anyways 1st thing 1st happye 15th birthdy to hweeleng. (:
this morning woke up ealier than usual.
met te rest & went to sch.
but there was no cab !
went to fetch stella & prepared for wenqi's thingy.
for more info, go her blog see. XD
anyways managed to make her cry. (as in touched until cry)
hope wenqi & hweeleng like their present.
hais i damn not in the mood now.
thanks xueting mummye & hweeleng daddye for lendin mi a listening ear & stay by mi side when im down.
broke down in sch today.
dont really wish to talk bout it but thanks to all for showed your concern.
im really very touched that you all still cared.
at least it showed mi that even without this friend mi life is still wonderful with you guys.
mayb i jus gonna heed your advices.
& sorries to those who were always between us cause i know you all find it difficult to help both.
& to that freakin someone.
im sorries to say this but i guess i have given up.
mayb you doesnt care but i really want back this friendship.
i have already given in but i dont know what you wan now.
you seriously make mi feel like shit.
should i jus heed their advice?
like what they say ; YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT !
its really very tiring for mi already & i dont want those around mi because of our friendship to suffer.
but do you really care bout how they feel.
i guess you dont.
to make thing easier for them i gave in but you?
its also tiring cause as long as the place got you theres no mi & when the place got mi theres no you.
they asked mi to try talkin to you face-to-face but i have the fear that you will ignore mi.
i dont know larhs.
because of you i broke down.
but now thinkin issit even worth it?
i acually cried over it but i guess you dont even feel a thing.
i guess thats how it will totally ends.
now its you who is givin up not me !
nvms larhs im satisfied with all those around mi now.
at least i know they still cared.
thanks all for being there. :D
I LOVES YOU GUYS !
hweeleng ;
hope you like the present though its abit childish.
& im really sorries to spoil your day.
i really didnt meant to cry but i still broke down.
hope it never dampen your spirits for the day.
although you said you were glad that i shared it with you but i still wanna say sorries.
was hesitatin to tell you anot cause dont want you to be more troubled over our friendship
but at least i you told mi something that cheered mi up a little & that is you will choose mi over her.
thanks alot !
i didnt really expect you to say that.
THANKS !
also sorries for not spendin your birthday with you.
anyways SORRIES for all that happened today.
`huiiyiing
8:35 PM
8:35 PM
let our love blossom this valentine..
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